Had a brief conversation with a friend today. Ok, tipu ah friend, more than a friend lah heh. A jerry jerry good friend. She told me, at that moment, she was thinking about her future and things to discuss with her boss. At that time, I was like, hmm.. I’m so blank. Haven’t been doing some thinking lately.

Dan kemudian.. I had to think… because of what she said.

Honestly, career wise, I know I can’t go anywhere. Why am I still there? I, myself am wondering why. Of course, everything that happens, happens for a reason. But why am I still there when I know I shouldn’t be there.

I’m improving myself in other areas, but not so on the career-related thingy. For me to grow at the current place, doing the exact thing I do — there’s only one way — which is to spend at least another 4 years in Uni. — which I obviously don’t want to do and it’s definitely not worth doing. And.. it doesn’t guarantee that I can be successful in that.

I need to move on. I should not waste any more time. I should climb up the correct ladder that will lead me to the star. Not the current ladder that is so short that I could barely use to change the light bulb on the ceiling.