I sent an instant message to a colleague

Me: Makcik!

Her: Hoooiiii..

Her: Respect gal..

She’s a 30+ year old single lady. I didnt mean anything harm. That’s just how sometimes we call each other. And.. I’ve always treated her like someone my age. Kenapa makan cili rasa pedas ya? Chill lah. Makcik doesnt mean I think you’re old. It’s only natural. Hmm.. racial differences. Cultural Diversity in everything you do… I should have think before I called her Makcik jugak lah.. ahhh.. btw, is Hooiii acceptable? Some people would view that as rude jugak per..

And it rings a bell…

I Hear Voices and They Don't Like You T-Shirt (source:laundrytees.com)

I thought I’ve projected how I feel about you obvious enough. I don’t like you. Get it?
You can’t make me like or not not-like you. Coz I just don’t like you.

What? Do you think that after the baseless screaming and cursing, I should not not-like you. So, I don’t like you. I don’t. Nobody in their right mind would end up liking someone who lose his bloody temper and screamed on top of his lungs and said mean things to them for things they didn’t do.

Ah.. please, u don’t need to make up stories when they didn’t really happen. Even if any of it did, so what? I don’t like you. But it didn’t happen. I should have just done what you said I did. Yeah, ignore your wave, turn-back and roll my eyes. I should have just done that coz I don’t like you. Nothing is going to change the fact that I don’t like you.

Who cares if I don’t like you? It’s not like I’m going to end up living in the same house as you do 365 days a year. Face it! You can’t make everyone like you.

Move on! I understand it’s hard for someone who has sooooo much time; (not having a career, not studying. not having friends to talk to. Well, basically, not doing anything) — to move on. I don’t have the luxury of time to think too much about you, I really don’t. Go find something to do and stop thinking/worrying about my feelings towards you. You shouldn’t care how I feel about you, coz I’ve got nothing to do with you nor your life. Move on! Get a life!

This person could…

• calm me down with just a text message. I don’t even need to tell that person that I’m angry/anxious/emo. Just talking to that person makes me okey.